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Cardboard Wings

by Birdlips

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1.
Yesterday's fallen rain for tomorrow's rising steam And I am sealed inside this vessel somewhere in between Behind the hissing frigid air, behind the sheets of metal My throat is caught on a cluster of knots and my heart has nowhere to settle I stuff some things in bags in the blue morning light All the rest in boxes I'd packed throughout the night Down into the cellar where they'd surely gather dust Shove them 'neath the stairs all cobwebs and rust My nostrils rolling mold, the fog is thick and cold The wheels begin to turn though their gears are stiff and old I'm in another purgatory, static blistering white Some lady in a uniform is calling out my flight Then the strangers kiss goodbye, their airport is a hive Their tin voices buzzing on portable machines My ears explode inside my head as the honey spills alive Sweeping up the little ants, their boxes and their beans Yesterday's fallen rain for tomorrow's rising steam And I am sealed inside this vessel somewhere in between Behind the hissing frigid air, behind the sheets of metal My throat is caught on a cluster of knots and my heart has nowhere to settle My memories and dreams meet somewhere in the now But I've lost my place and I'm buried in these clouds And I've lived my whole life in the boxes left behind But they'd grown so suffocating, pinching at the binds Had to cut them with a razor, and nearly broke the blade Hungry ghosts just waiting to clip the wings I made Looking out these weathered panes from 30,000 feet I see my shadow sailing in a plane over the sea Yesterday's fallen rain for tomorrow's rising steam And I am sealed inside this vessel somewhere in between Behind the hissing frigid air, behind the sheets of metal My throat is caught on a cluster of knots and my heart has nowhere to settle And when I stepped off of the tarmac, made my way to the baggage claim I found it only fitting that the baggage never came I guess I'm freer that way
2.
magicfish 03:59
Well I'll tell you what I do remember Waking up to circling sharks Wipe the vomit off my lips Stumble out from pounding dark An 8am sun stings my eyes Searching for a taxi cab I'm lost and long un-tucked and dry Wondering how I paid my tab A morning drifter passes out Sells his color to the night Herds the Metro's own devout Around his sty and drunk delight And I just look the other way Sailing back to bars and clubs Swigging liquor from my coat Casting nets and cigarette stubs "Flounder, flounder in the sea, Come, I pray thee, here to me. I need someone to help me see The beauty that's escaping me." Find a woman, set me straight Help me lift this ugly weight For my body is a shell to fill And it wills not as I'd have it will So once again I cast my nets Fishing for a foreign love But expectations never please And my catch is nothing much to speak of Gorgeous girls burn pocket holes For play-school cash and costly change Falling out in conversation I'm rattling empty, thin and strange And in my head a tiny voice The indiscriminate Taster's Choice Says: Was I not born with all I need? Was I not God all along? Indulging in my lust and greed, Make-believing right and wrong? "Flounder, flounder in the sea, Come, I pray thee, here to me. I need someone to help me see The beauty that's escaping me." This excess lives on tiny scales Any thrill is just a tease Cuz expectations never please Even when they're on their knees And I'm on my knees
3.
I keep my window open wide So the pitch that's brewed can pour inside I keep my eyes open wide To fight the deep and frozen tide But I'm anchored to a hide... And slipping off the floe I leaned a little out the window Saw my body down below Eleven stories to the bottom I never thought I'd fall so fast And in that dark and dreadful glimpse Of what it is to not exist With twisted limbs to sleep forever On wet cement and broken glass I'd sleep beneath a waterfall Of sewage pipes along the wall But I'd prefer to lay awake And dream about another's shape I feel her hands caressing mine Another place, another time As my pupils dilate Shadows shifting alter state And drifting on the body's weight My ears defy this heavy fate Skimming swiftly over sheets And soft stones on cobbled streets They perch outside a tiny room And bask in the spell of night in bloom And the neighbors' gliding silhouettes Creaking beds and heavy breath Sweep the bread crumbs making way For radios and cigarettes
4.
scarecrow 03:30
What I got for hay, all the summer's yield, put it in a knapsack Strapped to my burlap back in the morning in the cornfield Spittin' kernels in the dust When I'm through with the husk gonna leave it behind Squint my black button eyes and set them on the horizon Shimmy-shake the mud cakes Loose from my bones my bones my bones Gonna find a home for my soul Moonlight dice roll the alley cats out From their fishbone homes and their gutter ball spouts Plenty of people, plenty of glass We pocket the stones and the hours pass Saving up for the battle royal Shimmy-shake the mud cakes Loose from my bones my bones my bones Gonna find a home for my soul
5.
giving up 04:56
This broken cup is a useless waste All the heat inside long ago escaped All that's left is a lukewarm paste I sip from it slowly but it's a bitter taste I look around and see the same blank face On every person I pass with haste I'm giving up on humanity I'm giving up faster than the speed of light I'm going back to sleep Maybe in my dreams I can figure out my life I met a woman in a dream She said her name was Hope And I said, "What does that mean? And why have we all grown so cold And allowed ourselves to be bought and sold?" Then she said, "Honey, now, don't you fear The answer that you seek is near In fact it's sitting right in front of you Listen up and I'll tell you a thing or two "You see, we, we are so deep, We are so sweet, We are so raw But, like fruit on a tree, We've no eyes to see The branches that connect us all." I don't want to be useless Like this broken cup I want the hole in me All patched up I want to feel the heat again I want to hold my fate in my own two hands I'm giving up on infinity I'm giving up faster than the speed of light But I'm filling in the hole that was left in me And I'm leaving it far behind Because we, we are so deep, We are so sweet, We are so raw Like fruit on a tree, We've no eyes to see The branches that connect us all
6.
tire chains 03:18
So we joined the circus on a tire chain ride We had a car for five Handle in the passenger side Numb needles in the morning rain Drawing circles in Whispers on the window pane When we got to France it began to snow So we stood on the rocks And let the cold wind blow Time is only worth the air it buys We can't spend our lives Plotting our path as the crow flies
7.
We fell asleep inside a blanket on the floor Beside the chest we'd pushed against the door The light we'd lit flickered on the bed Swallowing the empty bottle of red What was it you said about stitches and mending That we'd do anything to keep this moment from ending Our wax hearts melted when the curtains caught fire As we lay there dreaming of a funeral pyre What we were became the smoke and ash That blanketed our heads as it rained down We couldn't do anything but watch And wonder how we got out What was it you said about stitches and mending That we'd do anything to keep this moment from ending But some kind of death awaits every new beginning Some kind of death awaits every new beginning What was it you said about stitches and mending That we'd do anything to keep this moment from ending We couldn't do anything to keep this moment from ending
8.
I must've learned something From the blades of grass How to bend in the wind And to let things pass Now the only regret that I've ever had Is that I didn't give you the shirt off my back I must've learned something From the way you smile How things can be perfect Once in a while Now the only regret that I've ever had Is that I didn't give you the shirt off my back
9.
home 01:53
10.
Get up, get up The sun is pouring over the horizon Streaming coffee in your cup Outside, outside So much shit to listen to The engine's purring, begging you to ride And there's no point in tugging at the reins This world is strange and beautiful We are running through its veins You hit me like a flood Was it love or lust or maybe just the chemicals Bubbling in our blood When we had to run Though I tried I couldn't say goodbye The cotton words stumbled on my tongue Now I'm waking up, none of it was real How can it matter what we think or what we feel When everything we see and everything we seem Is but a dream within a dream within a dream

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released February 12, 2008

cover photo by Erin Henshaw

birdlips is Clifford John Usher and Lindsay Pitts

Clifford John Usher – vocals, guitars, banjo, percussion, wind instruments, drums and bass on 6
Lindsay Pitts – keyboards, electric chord organ, vocals on 5 and 6
Sean McVey – drums/percussion on 1, 3, 4, 5, 7, and 8
Brian Wahl – upright bass on 1, 4, 5, and 8
Sam Chernoff – cello on 1 and 8
Larry Zipf – organ on 7

produced by Clifford John Usher
engineered by Abel Okugawa
mixed by Abel Okugawa and Clifford John Usher
recorded and Mixed at Monkeyclaus in Virginia
mastered by Alan Douches at West West Side Music

all songs written by C. Usher except 'tire chains' written by C. Usher and L. Pitts

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